Foggily aware that “someone” was worming their way into into bed with me, I opened one eye to see the sun rising through our window. Turning to assess the big lump under the covers beside me, I acted surprised when Bethany popped up, then laughed when I saw she was fully dressed in her new Hello Kitty dress!
Eyes sparkling, she clapped her hands and said, “I so excited! Today is the day I go to school.” I grinned and join in her hilarity- not bothering to correct her and tell her that home schooling is school and she’s been doing it her whole life. 🙂 LOL
As we prepared breakfast, the phone began ringing and texts came flying in from siblings telling her they’re praying for her to have a wonderful day. Adrienne shared with Beth how happy she was for her and that she’d be there tomorrow as her student teacher in Music! (how cool is that?) Sarah’s text said, “Be Bold! Be Strong!” Beth read it 5 or six times. Moriah posted on Facebook, Sonic celebrations are promised, and a CiCi’s lunch buffet with Josh, Cohen, and Finley was anticipated.
We arrived at the school in Jeff’s convertible. As we made our way through the car line, it made me think Bethany resembled one of those home-town “Princess” processionals in a parade, waving happily to everyone they see. I bravely walked her in while Jeff parked. She skipped along unaware of our emotions.
Joy- anticipation- excitement. Gifts from God as we marched into this new experience. Wonderful teachers- friendly smiles- helpful tidbits- more gifts. Jeff entered the 4th grade room and we both stood anxiously in the back, hovering to see if she needed us. She turned and smiled, then talked to the girl next to her. Jeff suddenly handed me the keys. “I think I need to go now. I’m getting choked up. I’ll walk home. You come home when she’s ready for you to leave.” I smiled. He’s so sappy and sentimental. 🙂 (one of the many reasons I love him.)
I was fine. This was momentous. I wanted to savor every second.
The teacher brought the room to order and took roll.
“Bethany Barclay”
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“Here”
(wow- reality was sinking in. She really is here.)
With the last name was called, everyone stood to say the Pledge of Allegiance. (one of the first things she memorized when she was in kindergarten) Everyone stood. With a smile as bright as a 100 watt light bulb, Bethany recited the pledge with her classmates. “with liberty and justice for all.” I could barely see her give me thumbs up and a wave that I could leave now- those silly tears made everything blurry!
Surprising Treasure: For everything there is a season and a time and purpose under heaven… a time to weep and a time to laugh Ecclesiates 3:1
How beautiful and moving! 🙂
Thanks Rachel- I can’t believe she’s making this transition. Kinda bittersweet but mostly sweet. 🙂
Smiling and crying while reading this. I’m so happy for Beth!!!! (and you guys too)
Thanks Sarah- me too- me too- me too! Today, I picked her up, and three different girls said, “Bye Bethany.” I smiled as she called them by name and said goodbye.
Either “Be Bold- Be Strong” song ran through my head that morning! 🙂 “banish fear and doubt- He will bless your coming in and bless your going out” OR “for the Lord thy God is with you!”. (proud of Both of you)
I love that song!!! I’m proud I made you proud 🙂 Now we pray for Miss Finley starting kindergarten- I think I’m more teary over that one- where have the last five years gone! She is going to love it and they are going to love her so much! Then it will be my turn to sing “Be Bold- Be STrong” to you! First grandchild going to school- WOW!
Btw- the phone call was for her:)- the text was for you;)
Laugh out Loud! Too funny- she was sure it was for her- but now that I think about it, maybe that’s why she read it out loud so many times- she knew I needed to hear it! 🙂 <3
Love it! This brought tears to my eyes! You’re such an awesome mom!
All I know is God is an awesome God!!!
Have to add my kudos to you all 🙂 New experiences are the gifts God gives us! How mundane would this world be if everyone/thing stayed the same! We will continue to pray with you all!
Love ya!!!
Thanks Amber- just hope she makes some friends as sweet as JayCee. Let me know how JayCee’s first day went. Maybe the girls could skype this weekend? Hugs to you all! Here’s to learning to embrace new beginnings!
Oh the chill bumps, the tears. Stop it! No, keep it going, never stop.
Love and hugs,
Sarah
Aww Sarah- thanks- if I gave you chill bumps AND tears- that is quite a feat indeed! Hugs- (if it weren’t for you putting the muscle and bones on my vision for the website- this wouldn’t be happening! Thanks sistah!
How great, I have a greater understanding now that Sarah and I have a child. Like you said enjoy every momemt. Thanks for being a great mom to us all 🙂
Ok- stop making me cry! 🙂 Isn’t it amazing how totally wrapped up your heart is when you hold your little gift from God. I’m just telling you- it never stops but it grows and deepens. You are all loved to smithereens. 🙂
I love Bethany – what a lucky class! (now stop making me cry, Cindy)
We love you too Heidi- and Bethany especially loves holding Levi 🙂 Crying- isn’t that part of what a mom is made of? happy tears 🙂
I have an awesome family! Mom your writing makes me wanna read more and more! &That was a wonderfully amazing day! Way to go Bethyy!
Awww Moriah- you’re an awesome daughter and such a great “big” sister to Bethany! She loves you and looks up to you so much!
So happy for you all. From all your stories, I can say that she will positively be great in a school situation. What a blessing she has been for all of you!!.
I’m so excited for her- I’ve always thought transitions and change were challenging- and Bethany even more so- but God is helping us savor each moment. I’m trying to learn to do what Jesus said- don’t worry about tomorrow for today has enough challenges for you- (my paraphrase 🙂 ) Hugs friend- miss you
I’m just now catching up on all your treasures. I began with this one and am crying already.
From one home schooling mom to another, my heart sings and cries for yours, all at the same time.
You are a virtuous and capable and intelligent woman. You excel them all.
You and Jeff are wise stewards over the gifts God has given to you.
I am excited to walk through this school year with all of you!!!
Only another home school mom would understand the dual emotions- you said it perfectly- singing and crying at the same time! Hugs Pam- thanks for the encouragement!
I thought for sure I’d commented on this delightful blog, but it must have been on facebook! 🙂 Thanks to your powerful writing, I feel as if I’d know Bethany anywhere, and I just love her all to pieces. You are all so blessed, and I’m blessed to know you. Hugs!
I feel like I know you Edy- 🙂 You are an encourager extrodinaire, sweet, kind, uplifting, and loving!